have not been online for the past 2 weeks
been through many impt events D:
well most turned out to be.. quite unpleasant
We got gold for SYF
people cried people sobbed,
i didnt, but of course
i was very very very very very disappointed
and unhappy,
because we could have done really and VERY well
as in the choreography was good and all.
and deng lao shi has one of the best choreography skills
but turns out we let him down
maybe its because we didnt not go through the entire dance(seriously) in the morning
so we werent psyched up for it ))):
its obvious that we cant dance again and that 6 minutes(idk?) on stage was gone in a flash
the jump out part was dam messy and (unfortunately) didnt manage to catch their back leg
so kinda expected. but it wasnt their fault though
no one predicted that such a thing would happen right
oh well.
idk how we're going to face deng lao shi again?
he helped us put the feathers in our hair and gave us a packet of chocomints each
its like every little thing he've done for us during the entire preparation of SYF to SYF period was very significant. everything...
i think he took a very big gamble by letting 40++ people join SYF in the first place.
however i think.
the problem lies with us cause coordination wasnt an easy thing to deal with
D:
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went up in front of the school with the entire dance club(or not)
co-members were like kinda sad, moody, depressed in their speech
we all understand
it was impossible to even sound happy or smile to e school.
& the worse thing was
all the dancers in my ballet that took part in SYF achieved a gold of honours
me and amanda was like speechless
nothing to say, emo D:
[we came to school with a glimmer of hope only to be shattered by the devastating results that came back]
i really DO NOT THINK THAT RESULTS=HARD WORK OR EFFORT YOUR PUT INTO ANYTHING.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................... what crap
but i do know that time really bonds friendship between everyone, the dancers, deng lao shi, & people who really shown support for us.
bad week for 3JT, practically everyone in the entire level
week spammed with tests
hah!
i cant believe i had to miss a day of lesson just 2 days before 4 tests
omgosshhhhh
& my face edited into the level photo by photoshop!!
hahahaaaa, later cut into half D:
speaking of which,
i think my rose died
i forgot to put it in a vase!!(oh yes it attracts mosquitoes to breed in)
the petals were like all crinkled up, turning brown
die liao lor, rest in peace.